abgku

salam~

sian my bro...
bnyk bnda jd kat dia...
smpai dia tension sngt2...
aku yg tgk pun nek tension...

urm...
nak p kl tuk konvo....
1st problem ngan surat nk ambik bju...
pastu, dpggl meeting...cuti kena beku lak....
xthu lah cmner niey...lau cuti beku, dia kena blk esok..
p flight luser...urmmm....dia pun tgh skit kpla...
kje bnyk...

dtg klang niey...
cik kie bg pnjm keta cik ika...
pnyer la da ok...tmpal2 stiker kat dlm keta tu...
ttb...dia kua jap, pntu tkunci auto...
knci keta ada dlm tu..
tpksa la cungkil keta tu...
tuk dptkan stiker...lau x, xley msuk utk konvo rini....
da rosak stu keta...smlm kol 1 bru siap smuanya....

rini...pg2 da pegi...
dah la sedih bnor dia cter...
adik2 dia xp...xley ambik gmbr stu fmly...
aku bkn xnk p...dah xley msuk...mls la nk tggu kat lua swng2..
lau ada adek xpe gak...
adui...sedih plak aku td...

pastu, tym blk konvo tu..
xcdnt plak!!! xcdntnya kol 12...
smpai umah, kol 5ptg...
sian dia...blk2, kata nk pgsan...mix air ngan aku...
aku bg stu bekas...hbs!!!

ayah aku pun...tym kol...
tny auntie aku da btlak dr umah lom..
gth da kehausan....
nk beli air pun, xder kedai...
adoi!!!aku rs nk nangis jer rini...
gler sedih!!!
blk2...aku tgk ayh aku pun trus cr air...

kereta lum stle lg...
esok bru nk wat report...
keta auntie lak tu...
mslhnya, keta cik ika pun xstle lagi...

abg bru jer ingt...
abis konvo, baiki keta cik ika...pastu, p shoping...jln2...
mlm bwk uncle n fmly p mkn...
p everything dah len...
mkn pun dah xder slra...
mud smuanya ilang...
kes penat, penat pkir smua niey...
abg pun da fobia bwk keta...
dia kata, seb bwk slow xcdnt..
so afta dis, mmg xkn bwk slow dah...
hahaha...sengal abg aku!!!

dah la td...abg kata...bwk 40-60km/j jer...
yg xley blah...Myv lggr BMW...
mmg best lah keta nya...

abgabg...sian tol kat abg..
dah la pnt keja...xtidow bpe ari....
tup2 jd cmniey....
dugaan abg...

MOHD ZURAIRIE MOHD ZUBIR...
abg...im proud to have u as my brother...
im really love u bro...
u r a strong man!!!
keep it bro....
i noe u can survive it.....
everyone luv u...

UNITEN

salam~

arini sudah ari rabu....
esok khamis...
lusa jumaat....
tulat sabtu...
n the next day ahad....

ahad....im going back to Muadzam....

muadzam....knp nk blk muadzam sngt eah???
ape ada kat muadzam??
hutan??org asli???urm....
ape pun yg ada kat muadzam, im really want to go back there...

even...yg mnnti kat sner...
6midterm...asgmnt...quiz....kls.....
even...tpksa bpnt lelah, jln kaki....
d bln puasa nnti....
tp muadzam...urm...myb not muadzam...
UNITEN....
im really want to b there....

UNITEN....
a place where i met :
- nurul, bella, ara, ain, lei, meimei, seha, fella, nik, ecah, wani, fath, nat, syreen, k.ira, mariah, iela, mira...
- c's ryda, c's emy, c's rara, c's syahida...
- abg aifa, abg faez, abg faris, abg hakim, abg gg, abg sobrie n abg dhiyauddin....
- my classmates, especially in foundation....(z, adib, jojo, adi, nik, acap, tan...miss u all guys!)
- KEMBARA's members...
- sir shahrul....
- aiman...

a place where i learn about life....
a place where i knew about people....
a place where i knew who's love me, who's a backstper, who's the 1 should i love.....
a place where i knew what is sad, love, happy, sick, hate....

UNITEN....4years more...i will b there...to learn everything...
UNITEN....teach me to be matuared....

NURUL RAIDAH BINTI MOHD RASHIDI LIM KIM BOK

salam~

hahaha...smlm aku dpt msg dr swng insan niey, nmer nya NURUL RAIDAH BINTI MOHD RASHIDI LIM KIM BOK....dia kata dia shoutout sal aku kat skype dia...even tgh dlm slmut da tym tu, aku pun tgk la... laaa....she said, "ili, ur blogs all about him..akak jeles..." sumtim like dat la an... hu3....k2...niey aku wat blog niey, special 4 her...lau dlu dia wat utk "him", niey aku wat utk dia lak...hehehe....

RYDA RYDER
- name sbnrnya sprti yg trtera d atas, NURUL RAIDAH MOHD RASHIDI LIM KIM BOK
- Kemaman's gurl...
- DOB 19jan88
- sngt comel...
- usianya udah menjangkau tuuuuttt....tp xmcm usia pun prngainya...hua3...
- still single but has a lot of scandal...hahaha....
- suker sngt pesona putih, WRG 1101.......(kak, btol ke num plat niey?)
- pndai men bndminton, pnjat gunung, smua2 aktviti lasak lah....
- dlu mgsa buli senior like abe, rastam n da geng...(kesian2)
- suker nek atas revider...hahaha...
- nak tahu lebih lanjut sal akak niey, sila lah hubungi num 017- 97............hahaha

SYUNK KAMU SYS!!!!p/s : luv u sys...like i luv him too...hu3...u all such a gud sys n bro!!! damn love u all!!!

kol

salam~

aku kol dia jugak....p kali ke-4 bru ley ckp ngan dia...1st 3calls msuk voice box...
dia kata phone out of battery...
urm...ok la kowt...nk msg ngan dia, tp xbrni....
gpun mlm niey a.faez blk...myb mlm2 ckit kowt aku msg dia..
tu pun lau aku larat...rini pnt wat asement...
dr pg lg ngadap laptop niey..
adui...bler nk siap ntah!

call or not??

salam~

urm....feel like want to call him...may i???

YES! of course u r....y not...juz tny dia chat ke x..
pastu letak jer la kol tu...
bkn ssh pun an..

NO!!!nnti dia kata aku apa lak....an snior2 aku da psn, dia niey jnis cmner...
no no no! u cant do dat!!!

GOD!!which 1??? i'll think bout dat 2day... we'll c!!!

abg

salam~

bunyi msg masuk...tik! my hopes, that msg from him...
i opened it...urm...no....its from other person...
3days.....urm.......hopes....hopes....hopes.....

thinking bout him....but he's???
dude....now, im realised sumtim...
i make him "kecewa" with me, myself.......
n truly, i hate dis...
i dunt want dis happen between us....
abg!!! pleezzz 4give me.......
can we b like b4???
i dunt want to lost such a gud bro like u!!!!
im really miss u abg....

i miss to know where r u now...
wat r u doing...
msg with who....
r u ok or not....
u eat enuf or not.....

i wnt to tell u wat im doing now...
want to msg wif u...
share my stress....
share my happiness.....

but....where r u abg???
dunt u want to cntc me anymore???
i dunt have enuf brave to cntc u.....
i dunt want u to feel "menyampah"....
do u?

abg...im just want to tell u that...
im really sorry 4 all those kind that i did...
im really2 sory!
i miss u...n im really love u...
pleez give me one more chance 2 b ur sys....
pleez dunt b silent like dis...
i dunt know wat u r thinking....
pleezz say sumtim, abg.....

tolong!

salam~

aku xley trma keadaan niey!!! smua bnda yg aku buat, aku tringtkn dia... tgh kat mall td, bley plak dgr ringtone msg, smer ngan dia guna...phone dia, smer ngan my mummy!!! keychain kat phone aku, dia bg!!! uwaaa........i miss him a lott!!! tlong la!!! aku nk nangis jer tiap ms.... im really feel lost!!! akak!! ili ilang dia da akak....tlng ili kak...ili syg dia.....

ili skit sngt kak...ili mls sngt nk bgn pg2, sb nnti ili ingt dia..ili xley wat ape2 slain tmnung ingtkn smua niey...ili tgk tv ke, ili buat ape pun..smua ili ingt dia kak....ili kua ngan abg ili td, ili rindu dia kak!!!! tlong ili kak!!!

~!