28 nov ni, akan bermula lah new sem...with new life...totally....er...halfly myb...
erm....new home, with new housemates n rumate.....cmner eh nnti??can i survive it?? can???? hopefully i dunt have any rumate...so dat i can live peacefully...hua3....but if ada pun, hope sum1 yg can accept me....hope!!! n my housemates, hope diawng pun ok....xtlly seriusly neves nak msuk sem baru niey....ntah lah....nsb bek jugak umah dkt ngan umah totey...if anything happen, diawang ada....:)
bout class....as ussual...with nik of course n now plus with da 4 guys....my "bf" of coz....munir, farouq, afiq n bullah...this is da 2nd tym buat time table smer ngan diawng...hope kitorunk ley fight each other nnti...bley coop dlm buat asgmnt, stdy n ttrial....hope nutim happen between us.... hope everything will b fine...hope hope hope!!!i luv them so much!
new task...kembara as ussual....sem niey kena keja keras ckit...bnyk benda nk buat.... kena jlnkan kerja as ajk mpp under biro akademik....naqibah...er....report xbuat lg...heee.... then dunt noe dah...xder da kot...
new sem, new life, new hope....but still...will not 4get wat happend last sem...last sem btul2 mngajar aku erti persahabatn yang sbnr...erti khidupan...bnyk bnda aku bljar, dr pnglaman aku last sem....
kehidupan persahabatan....sngt2 rumit.....ntah lah...aku pun xtau knp smuanya nak kena berlaku last sem....honestly, aku sngt2 sedyh...kalaupun aku ley buat2 mcm biasa dpn diawng, tp xtlly, da timbul stu prsaan yg aku sndiri pun xtau lah nk ckp cmner...org kata, kalau kita xley sngkan hidup org, at least jgn mnyusahkan...tp ntah lah.....do i did it??aku sshkan org ke smpai org xnak senangkan hidup aku???
ada sum1 kata...u got everything so u will get sum1 u want....i have nutim so dat i cant get him... i have nutim so dat my friends left me.... i have a lot of problems so dat every one dunt want to b my true friends.....so who i am xtlly??? sum1 who always burden my friends????
try to clear my minds, my heart...my feelings...but i cant! a month but still cannot do it...
friends....sum1 i hope b at my side, keep my secret, listen to my problems...but u?? wat u want from me??? i cannot be da best friends for u but still i try to b a best friend.... i dunt noe how to face u all nex sem but i'll make it easy...easy as ABC....:)
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wohoa. at last! hupdate. huhuhu. dilema pasal him ke? start the new sem with a smile. everything would be fine.hopefully. woah berjangkit :P
thanx nana.... yup2...dilema bout him but not more now!!! 4cus yg kat jogja jerp...heee... hopefully...hu3
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